My 1st three days into the new year was splendid, i spent those days camping down by the yorkes peninsula beaches and surfing. camped with a mate of mine, Thibault and his friends who were such wonderful and awesome fun. Little did i know that things were about to change in my life.
when people change there is no way of finding out till they tell you or when the small signs seem to surface. The signs you deny yourself of seeing or thinking.. than the world comes crashing down once upon an email..
once upon a time i was engaged but as things are and as life is as such, it didn't work out and my life has taken for a change and into a new path that helps me to grow..
dwelling on the past won't help me.. moving forward, onward is the way to go for me..
I never knew that someone could break me.. I never thought I could be hurt anymore. But now, I'm much better. I'm growing in my own way.
AND THAN.....................
I didn't think I would have met Him.. I met Tim last year during october at a mate's place during halloween. At that point of time I was stable and doing my own thing. He was a funny fellow and ran around alot at the party. We managed a proper catch up only in January when he was back from Sydney. And when things happened to me, he was there for me.. held me up and understood my situation having been in a similiar one before with the long distance.
I wasn't looking, I wasn't searching but strange enough we have similiarities and we have the same mind set. unknowingly, i started to like him. His company is always amazing and He would always make me laugh and offer hugs if I needed. His chrisma grew on me. We were just buddies than... but somehow, naturally one day, I was at his and I was really in the cuddly mood and I adore his. haha.. all it took was a day and things changed. Outta no where he walked into my life and changed it. Now 2 mths later, I'm still his. :) He has made me very happy and content. Every single moment spent I'm loving it. Having met his family and friends. Such wonderful people and lovely.
this year has been truely ever changing. and i'm evaluating the people whom i want to keep in my life and those i should just let go of. people who don't mean anything to me or claim they know me cause they don't. meh...
I'm looking forward to a wonderful wkend with my Love Timmy and ma bestie Trishy n cedric. :) these wonderful peeps who make my life bright :) thank u!!
missy angel believed today at 4:04 PM
