Wednesday, March 31, 2010
alright.. soo it's the 1st of April 2010!~~ shizzz.. did time really fly by that fast? WTH?! anyhow, i woke up bout 9ish.. rolled about in bed than decided i need my shower and head down to marion to get some meats for our trip to wirrabara :) You can never trust me to go shop at COLEs.. cuz everytime I'm there, I wanna buy the whole store.. ooh that meat looks good... ooh that meat i can use to cook this and that.. hahaha.. i really can't help it, Im ADDICTed to supermarkets! Cooking is my fave past time.. :) cooking destresses me.. makes me happy.. and my new found love for baking as well. baking from scratch is always fun.. I feed the pple i love :)
being in Adelaide for a yr plus now.. I found I have more confidence to cook more and explore on the dishes i wanna make. I can cook Asian and western and some Indian food. I love a good mix when it comes to cooking. You can do so much with just some simple ingredients and create something outta nothing :) simplicity is the key :)
I miss my bestie Alicia Hon Mei Yi!! sshiiizzz.. My best friend since I was in secondary 3, GRSS.. wahaha.. been bout 12-13 years hor?! damn.. haha.. thank u ali baba for always understanding me and being here for me.. i miss u!! ur amazing and gorgeous!!
I miss my Gaultier Darlings.. Brian, Betsy, Belle, Bing Bing n Robert.. having known you guys since 2005 from the Miss Singapore World 2005 pageant. Look at how much we have evolved and moved from than to now.. :) I will always think of you guys!!
And thanks to my family for standing by me.. I may not always be there and faraway in aussie land but it doesn't mean i don't care. I do.. I miss you all. My 3 brothers and my Ono Sista.. Mum n dad! My koo ma!! oh Grandma.. hehe..:) It's weird to know i haven't seen you all in more than a year. due for a visit when it's the proper holidays for me :) I will always have love for you all. Don't be negative ok.. be strong n perserve in whatever you wanna do.. :) xx
To my Timmy, Thank u for being you. For lighting my path which was dark and lonely.. You are my pillar of support and I'm ever grateful for your presence. You understand me and let me go crazy and accept me for me.. No matter how short the time has been, i still feel i have known you a looong time. You are amazing baby..xx luff ya xx
To my Trishy huni bun.. oohh.. having known u since last july! dang! you are e most sweetest soul and you rock my world! I'm ever grateful that you understand me and see me for me.. and you brought me Yummy honey ice cream made from Laura Town! super YUM! heh.. I'm always here for you like you are for me.. Luv ya huni!!xx we can do it! I believe in you huni!!xx
Now I duno how i came upon to ramble like this.. but i guess im in the moment. i'm grateful for everyday :) xx
Happy easter to one and all! God bless!!!xx Namaste!
missy angel believed today at 7:39 PM
missy angel believed today at 6:43 AM
and so this was taken last year during winter. I love wirrabara.. e peace and tranquility and just emptiness and the lack of civilisation of city people and high pitch voices and petty weird crazy people. ahhh... in the company of good people, friends and loved ones :) I can't wait to be there!
Thanks Trishy huni!! ur amazing!! love yaxxxmissy angel believed today at 5:26 AM
So in the early pm i got myself ready and dragged mi self outta the house to go for an interview with Mediserve down at Pirie street. -_- after which I seemed to have amnesia of the location of e area and called Nabilah. heh.. my mind is all over the place!! damn it..
so.. after the interview which was really at ease for me, Anita was such a darling :) I went on to get 2 sushi rolls and waited for the G10 to get home so I could have some RnR. Body feels drained somehow.. :( well I was sitting in the bus just the 2nd seat from the 2nd exit door.. so anyhow, there i was sitting alone when outta nowhere this old man with sunnies came along and sat beside me.. HE SAT ON ME.. than moved closer to me, pushing me inside and touching my leg!! like WTF!! WAT IS WRONG W U OLD MAN!! FILTHY!! MuthaFARK......... @#$%^&*... somehow i didnt have the voice to shout. must be shock. damn it.. so i just climbed over him, almost knocking myself over and moved to the front. I could have screamed or broke his nose.. but GAh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just in a state of semi shock..
so there i sat in the front of the bus pressing my phone away. sigh.. why are pple so horrible!!!!! finally got home safely in the comfort of my own home.. :(
missy angel believed today at 10:01 PM
My 1st three days into the new year was splendid, i spent those days camping down by the yorkes peninsula beaches and surfing. camped with a mate of mine, Thibault and his friends who were such wonderful and awesome fun. Little did i know that things were about to change in my life.
when people change there is no way of finding out till they tell you or when the small signs seem to surface. The signs you deny yourself of seeing or thinking.. than the world comes crashing down once upon an email..
once upon a time i was engaged but as things are and as life is as such, it didn't work out and my life has taken for a change and into a new path that helps me to grow..
dwelling on the past won't help me.. moving forward, onward is the way to go for me..
I never knew that someone could break me.. I never thought I could be hurt anymore. But now, I'm much better. I'm growing in my own way.
AND THAN.....................
I didn't think I would have met Him.. I met Tim last year during october at a mate's place during halloween. At that point of time I was stable and doing my own thing. He was a funny fellow and ran around alot at the party. We managed a proper catch up only in January when he was back from Sydney. And when things happened to me, he was there for me.. held me up and understood my situation having been in a similiar one before with the long distance.
I wasn't looking, I wasn't searching but strange enough we have similiarities and we have the same mind set. unknowingly, i started to like him. His company is always amazing and He would always make me laugh and offer hugs if I needed. His chrisma grew on me. We were just buddies than... but somehow, naturally one day, I was at his and I was really in the cuddly mood and I adore his. haha.. all it took was a day and things changed. Outta no where he walked into my life and changed it. Now 2 mths later, I'm still his. :) He has made me very happy and content. Every single moment spent I'm loving it. Having met his family and friends. Such wonderful people and lovely.
this year has been truely ever changing. and i'm evaluating the people whom i want to keep in my life and those i should just let go of. people who don't mean anything to me or claim they know me cause they don't. meh...
I'm looking forward to a wonderful wkend with my Love Timmy and ma bestie Trishy n cedric. :) these wonderful peeps who make my life bright :) thank u!!
missy angel believed today at 4:04 PM
